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Music Box

by post office winter

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1.
(My fear knows no bounds. The bandages cover the floor of your throat. Before the fire started to burn up, I wasn’t in a hurry to move her or anything at all. I just let the god finish it. Well, this must be quiet) Living the rest of their lives with nonsense on their knuckles makes it easier to think; to sit down slowly feel the rip of my twisted hand between your frame I strap my face on every day, makes it safe to breathe easily Taking time out of the day to draw gibberish on my gums speaking without thinking; leaping to your side looking down at claws, my feet will keep me sane Wild eyes corner me, lock me inside out and swallow the key Snowglobe glistening, blather on the blinds Walking through the snow; cuckoo clocks will keep the time brain is chiming every hour, popping through your spine Metal fist beneath my eyes, steel teeth rusted, clock ticks nine
2.
Veil/Chapel 04:38
I see you in the cemetery I watch you disappear Counting all the gravestones Do you know that I am near? Your footprints led me through a maze of wire and snow If I pocketed your sun, would you ever know? I found you skin and bone Beneath the trees I've grown I took you to the haunted house To keep you from my home And as you're getting cold Your skeleton grows old And when the church bells ring The bird will never sing Abandoned in a box Made of sticks and rocks Wheeled into the waiting room Sit idle by the clock Stitches split your skin The shapes they draw are thin The nurses gather 'round To hear your sacred sound The hole I dug for you Is wide enough for two You're buried by my mother's house Beside the morning dew Your coffin's made of bolts You haven't got a clue
3.
Window sees* 03:22
The window sees me dressed in black The leaves gave me a heart attack The window knows what’s bad for me It’s only what the window sees Catch me in the snow How far down can I go? Finding life beyond your sail Who will be there when fences fail? I know you know what’s calling me It’s only what the window sees When the flame burned through It only grew I cast your shadow but nobody was looking You fall away so easily
4.
WAKE 04:49
Woolen whiskers fuzzy mittens foggy glasses neck is bitten paint-stained fingers tired iris paper puppets safe desires I would hang up your raincoat I could stay by your bedside just to fight off your nightmares Trains and busses boats and airplanes mountain fire bike in the rain heated blanket summer solstice duck pond bathtub clenches his fist I would watch through the glass I would stay by your window who will cast you a shadow? Making breakfast turning pages close the shutters leather cases snowy footprints chirping chorus whispers to the silent forest I would cross all the railroads I could keep all your chairs warm just to hear you again Mother, sister sons and daughters she runs faster through the water tossing, turning tracing, dreaming eyeless faces wake up screaming And I would give you my teapot I would iron your nightgown just to make sure you get home
5.
When the sun comes down, all goes still around us Shudder as the cold builds its weight around us Full of cotton, your heavy head rests on my neck Cantelope, it peels, full, unfettered, no regret Frenzy during mass, bombs all drop around us Scribbling it down, ignorant and dumbstruck Seven beating hearts, clamoring out for god i will be your boat, i will be your shepherd
6.
I'm a machine
7.
Yr maw 05:16
Now that i have trapped you Deep inside my lair All my feelings bubble Bursting in the air I know that i am broken Mangled beyond repair My puzzle pieces scrambled In a body who never cared Creeping in your closet Tiptoes through the night Footfalls in the snowstorm Coating construction sites Tapping on your window Ripping through the screen Duck into your kitchen And the lights uncovered me Smothered me with blankets Suffocating heat Sweating out your illness You injected into me Adhesive bound me tightly My joints all dissonant Puzzle pieces broken Resentment the culprit Now that your party’s over I slink past you despite Our intertwining passion Maybe its just to spite All that you have worked for To present me to the world Intact and full of malice hatred that unfurled Fumbling for buttons Clambering for keys Rushing through the window You snuck me in for sleep Running down the alley Beneath sweltering beams That now shatter in the cold air Nobody heard the screams
8.
Your welded head Is burning red You turn away From what i said In sheets of snow And beds of ice The silent rain Becomes your vice
9.
Standing in the rain Nothing there beside him Pouring out the gutters Nothing there to guide him I'm watching through the glass Fogging up the windows He hasn't moved an inch Laying in the shallow And he will never Hear the birds again The beat of noisy wings Coming from above him Carries him away From the rubble that becomes him I'm watching through the glass Clawing at the windows And as he falls apart His pieces land in the snow And he will never Swim the roaring seas
10.
A birdcage 03:42
A million miles below me Between your bedroom door You’re standing on the table I'm sleeping on the floor I know the world is waiting For some kind of reply Something to go home to The days just pass me by Your hand is so much safer Than all I felt before But you're so far away now And this avalanche is sure I know you're full of organs But my hands are black and blue You're swimming in my circuits You're sitting in my shoes Why don't you get the door Why don't you crack me open I know you wont be lonely I know your grave is empty I know you're watching closely I know your house is burning I know your wake is coming I know its not your fault

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released June 25, 2022

written, recorded, and mixed by Post Office Winter
mastered by Eric Huffman
additional vocals by Awsaf Halim, S Moser, Eli Schmitt, Nathan McMurray, Xochimilco, Deli Dousias, and Harry Green

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